I didn’t just lose a pet today. I lost the only companion I had for my youth. I have lived with the curse of having my heart broken in secret. I have cried million of tears no one has seen, because they were not my place to cry. I have been hurt by traveling into places I should not have, and thus, can not go to anyone for comfort. In the long nights where my tears became my only company and the contacts in my phone were as useless as my wits she was there for me. She alone bore witness to the parts of my life I never reveal and never will. She alone bore the burden of my heart.
I suppose all of that dies with her as well.
I feel like i’m glitching. I hope I really am mad.